SUGARDADDY
8.23.19
of all human feelings lust and want are the most gullible
no wonder everyone here suffers from imposter syndrome. You’re not wrong, exactly. The part that breathes in you knows some celebrations are more funeral – something moral dies here tonight. there is nothing more feeding to ignorance than greed and delusion so they give you carnival ring leaders, aerialists and a four course meal. saturate you with a little more righteousness. Notice here “saturation” as one who cannot absorb or contain one single drop more. Notice here “saturation” does not bring with it a connotation of satisfaction, either in concept, or in experience.
and me? some weird type of cheering squad upper crust too there to ever bee fully here. longing for silks around my feet and fire in my belly. a modest front porch to cackle about the yuppies and their jerk circle. milk and honey. soothing high heel blisters with mud and horseplay.